hey ho!
yes i know, i have to agree. my previous post is utterly rubbish and redundant. i know its my dad and i'm being such an asshole insulting him using means of the cyber world. what a lowly-life thing to be doing. after re-reading it, i felt like a repulsive biatch. i know. but ok. i've said my sorry. and i'll mark my words. i'll leave dancing. period.

now moving on to life.

of late, i think i'm getting from bad to worse to impenetrable. i'm stepping on human heads. i'm becoming more arrogant by the second. honest. and i think, people are starting to abhor me. i could feel it.

and you, i feel that i'm drifting away from you i couldnt comprehend why. can you just tell me if you're not happy. sometimes i feel, ur facebook status is to me. or its just me i really dont know. i know many a times i hurt you. but i am too. i want to tell you i'm sad and dejected. but i know guys, man, boys.male in general. they hated the opposite species to blabber or grouch. thus i brushed off the idea to do so. i know you're not verbally active generally. but i feel like a reject. i drive myself crazy thinking of you and us and everything. i just couldnt contain it any longer but i just couldnt bring myself to lay this out to you. i'm sucha coward i know. and its killing me now that i'm keeping it all in. but how? how do i start?

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