Hello booboo,
it had been neon ages since i last update
i've lost touch honestly
there ain't any substance left in me to share with the world

i have been a shithead for my 18 years of life.
a real shithead.
i always thought i am mature enough to know whats right and whats wrong
but i've been wrong all along
even at this almost mature age of 18, i owned a mind of a 10.
its such a sad case
and in this sad case, i almost lost an angel in disguise
i feel like i need to change like with immediate effect
but change compromises of a hell of a lot of time and patience
but my question to you is
do you have that much time to wait?
has anyone in your life ever want to wait a very long time for you?
do you know how it feels to have someone wait for you?
a great blessing
but is someone out there waiting for me?
are you?
i know being with me is as hard as it can get
i always always say that i dont want to lose you and all
but i always did things that made things complicated for us
many a times i thought of my actions and think its really dumb of me
dumb of me to do that to you
i keep hurting you
i am insane
but i want to change
i mean everybody does


but will you wait for me?