Hey ho :)

so love's in NS now, and let me tell you, its really hard for me to get used to this new situation. Every text messages count and every calls matters. Even a slight difference in timing will make me a little worried. A little wrong gesture may lead to a great damage in our relationship. But i believe i can pull through this. But its going to take me some time although time might be real precious to me nowadays. I miss hannan really badly. I'm so lost without him to text me, to call me, to meet up with me, to spend time with me. im so lost for words when he called me the last hours before he entered camp. I cried. I really did. Its like him leaving me again like he did when he went to aussie for a week. gosh. This is really killing me. Its killing me....