Hey ho.
I shall assume that my mood swings are causing me nightmares. Not really a bad one, but of me getting violent physically. Made me tersentak in the middle of the night.Ending my night feeling fatigue. Ami thinking too much?? Too much about grandad and grandmum? Yes i admit, i never want to acknowledge them as a part of my family if ever i see them.Because of them, dad,even mum has to carry the shame and guilt? How could they be so heartless as to do all that? What huge sin have we done to you people? I thought i only see this kind of drama in teevees, but why must it happen to my family? A huge mistake i made back then when i was young was to suck up to you! Gosh, looking back, i really shouldnt have done that. Dropped my dignity. But i was young back then, real young. Thus i cant tell whats right and whats SO wrong. Poor dad. Poor poor dad.

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