Hey Ho!
HONESTLY. Facebook is really an ass of late.Or maybe its my laptop thats creating a nuisance.What a faggot. My mood swings are back. Poor hannan had to bear the constant change in my attitude. Sometimes i feel the sudden urge to cry.Sometimes i feel extremely mad that i want to just give people who annoy me a tight slap.Sometimes i feel so sad i dont know why i felt that way. Sometimes i felt that im the most luckiest person to be in the arms of hannan.Sometimes i just want to run away from people who kept asking about me! Now i think i felt like crying.Both tears of joy and guilt. Tell me its all PMS. But i know myself better than to believe it all the works of my anatomy. Im really making things hard to comprehend. Baby can stil be patient with me even as i made things harder for him. Why is it so my dear? Is this love as they call it? Or is this just mere human concern?What is love? A question thats asked a gazillion times. Do i really understand the meaning of the word behind it? Or do i just want to feel it? I chose to just go ahead and feel it but i feign ignorance to the meaning behind it. But will you show me the path to where im suppose to walk, to go, to experience? Will you always be there at even my minor downfalls? Will you help me through the obtacles coming my way? Will you support me upon walls i have to cross? Will you endure my whining and my cries of help when i decided to give up? Will you do all that for me? But if you say you will..Why did you choose to? Is it really love then? Can i then tell the whole world that I AM IN LOVE WITH HANNAN? Can i? I know one day i can stand up for myself because i know my hannan is there for me supporting me, your love. You love me dont you hannan.... I know i do....



Without much realisation. Our 2nd month is tomorrow. To Hannan. I love you soo much i know i will say i miss you the second you disappear from my sight. I always want a hug from you each time i meet you to cover for the time i am not with you. I know i love you. Tell me this is real and this is love. Because you have given me the best of what you have, way beyond the unimaginable. Hannan, i'd like to say this again..I love You..Will You Love Me Tomorrow ;)

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