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I am the girl Whom has gone through 17 years of living Loves the phase of life she's going through That is to be love.. And to be in love Sunday, June 21, 2009
Hey ho! started my day stepping on the wrong foot. Or more so likely, i had an awful morning.I sat there watching an interview conducted to one of my idol. In particular, Ziana Zain. Hearing her sing so passionately very much showing her love towards her career. And i reminisce the times when i used to be so passionate towards singing and in everything i do. But now i'm beginning to give up hope. Sharing my pain with my sister, who seem to not give a shit about it. Which left me hanging there with no rope to hold on to. Who do i look for to be there for me? To give me a shoulder to cry on, an ear to listen to my sorrows? Who will be there for me at times when i most needed them when my own flesh and blood turn her back on me and treat this as a bog joke i've created? Where's your sisterly compassion gone to? I want my voice back!!!! I thought i had the time of my life back in my secondary school days where i reached the peak of my life to a point that i lived my life the way i want it. My path towards singing took off the way i want it. I had the best time of my life with gratuitous friends all around me and an almost perfect soulmate. But soon after i end my secondary school days i think GOD decided that he would give me a few months grace before he took away my happiness one by one. When GOD took away what seems to be my most precious thing in my life.I couldnt help but broke down every night. With nobody to cry to and nobody who understands. What more family members who thinks i made it all up. And for myself who loves to make new friends now finds it hard to do so. Because one might end up laughing at me for my poor attempt in making friends. But i do made friends just lesser this time and i lose out alot during camps. I had fun but not as much fun if i were to have my voice. I thougt i might lose out in experiencing love again in poly. But GOD gave me a good man. A man who really cares about me. One who doesnt mind even if i sound like a tranny. Although at some point i felt that i am depriving him of a better person. But i let him love me letting myself love him too. I really thank GOD for this angel He sent to me. I will treasure this man like never before i had anyone. I love you hannan and i will till GOD wills.... Labels: procastinating Leave a comment - 0 Comments
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