Hey ho!

I'd like to express my gratitude to my mother for being there for me at every moments of my ups and downs.I'd like her to know that i appreciate whatever sacrifices she has made for me as i know i have not been a really good daughter. And in line with Mother's Day, i'd like to wish all mothers a HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY and may you enjoy this special day that's been made just for you. And for your children to create something special for the very person that has given birthto them.
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I have never felt desolated from my friends because i know where to find my own happiness. I don't have to wait for happiness to come to me.But now knowing that my voice box is officially damaged [THIS IS SERIOUS AND NOT SOME JOKING MATTER], it seems like nobody actually want to listen to me. Some was downright honest and said its irritating whilst others just simply ignore.People used to listen to every single word i said,like they literally attentively listened, but now? It seems like they forcefully want me to listen to them but not even trying to listen to mine? Is this fair? You're not in my position you won't know. It hurts knowing that you actually can't speak as normally anymore sounding more like your dad and scaring people with that manly voice you have.Like i'm deprived from feeling happy around my friends. And i thought to myself, is this fair at all? i lost my voice and this is what i get?? You bet i'm damn HURT.


As some of you might already know, i'm not the kind to publish unnecessary rantings anymore. But this somehow got to me soo much that i felt like giving up all over. I just fear that the lost of my voice will be perpetual but with mum by my side to give me moral courage i believe that i can do it. I just need time and space to absorb this treatments thrown to me and understand each and every one of you.

I do still love you though.

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